Sample Poems
Man’s World—Shaker Boulevard, 1970
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“I guess people have to go through whatever their time requires
them to go through and if they can see it as inspiration, you know,
fine. But I'm not taking no blame for it.”
—George Clinton
Bobby Camel, ‘cause he smokes Marlboro‘s
– we’re just like that, that’s how we are—
in his old Bentley with the wood dashboard and leather seats,
brown-crinkly cowhide, white peeking through like somebody’s skin.
We work at a high-end clothing store on Shaker
owned by the Jewish guy, Geller. He’s a pretty good dude,
dresses to the nines. I’m 16, stock shirts,
sold a $20 tie once ‘cause everyone else was occupied.
Boss give me a nod, and “How can I help you?”
That tie so smooth on my fingers I thought it
was Jane Fonda’s skin. Cash register cool
like a junction box, like swingin’ a bat.
Sometimes I’m in the basement. Quiet down there
stacking shirts. Just me and my thoughts,
crinkling sound of that stiff plastic really the only thing,
thumb-dent near the pocket as I lay them down to sort the colors,
then feed ‘em to a slot like mail.
One afternoon Bobby takes me and Del out to see his car.
It was old Rich, but man… Something else, like looking at another country.
Then back inside the store-dark, those shirt colors so pale
You almost don’t know that’s purple/this is pink.
Went to see the new Bruce Lee movie last Saturday
and saw him there, Bobby and his girl.
Place packed, The Colony, and in walks this one white boy
to that sea of dark, “a tableau” Miss Watson would call it.
I love her. In her class we read “Sonny’s Blues”
and that old story ‘bout some guy who goes looking
for “the unpardonable sin” — but never finds it.
What the hell kinda story is that?
The breeze comes in, the breeze goes out.
Customer always right. And the future looks
like a pair of shiny shoes heading out the door,
down the sidewalk till you can’t see it anymore.
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Learning Blue
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You can still powerhouse baby, on the riverside.
— Robert Johnson
It took me years to learn to play the blues.
“Play hard!” my friend said. “That’s the secret.”
He meant lean into the strings with a strong hand
Like you’re trying to pry boards apart,
Break a lug nut off a wheel. That hard.
“And it’s all about phrasing,” he added.
So I leaned into the strings
Like they needed a whooping,
Like they were razor wire
That hurt me, like my heart pumping
Into one finger, thumb stressed behind the neck,
A whole cupped hand
Wavering like river water—a sorrow
I couldn’t hold anymore, and I let it out.
The people I love are gone,
The road filled with misery and love—
Like the mixing of oil and water,
A guitar of hissing oil hitting a hot pan,
Like fried everything piled on a bone-white platter.
I couldn’t tell if it was an angel or a demon playing
Or something else altogether. But I knew
It was me somehow, or some part of me,
A picture in a cloud frame on someone’s mantle.
I played my guitar like it was death,
Like it was life, like it was the only moment I had left
In this beautiful moving picture.
Throw the Rulebook Out
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Nature is the source of all true knowledge.
—Leonardo DaVinci
My friend Eddie wore loafers, no socks in the middle of winter. It’s like Diogenes sleeping in a barrel in Athens and building a whole philosophy around it. When you take a physical thing away, you create space. When you create space, you can think. I thought people were good, and then I walked a while. I had this idea once in my 20s looking at the end of a street rolling down a long hill into a field. I thought I could keep walking down this road and never come back here. You can always do that, look down the street and think you could walk and keep going, beyond where you are now with no return. The rulebook is like a hand you can hold. Do you want to hold it? Seems like we do for a while, and then we want another rulebook or no rulebook at all. Diogenes kept nothing; Eddie abandoned his socks. That shiny ox-blood leather, the beef-rolled straps across the tops were surprisingly warm, and it turns out your ankles don’t feel much cold at all. I tried it, the shoes and sleeping by the side of the road. They were right. There is something liberating in it. And liberation was what I always wanted. I think in the long run we believe in this because it’s easy, easier than facing it, whatever it is. In our myth, there’s a hurricane we are always running from. Its name is self or history, but its body is carried on our backs or on top of our heads like baskets of water. The Golden Rule is one thing. The Silver one says, “Treat yourself like a child learning to walk or ride. Teach the thing it can’t imagine doing, that silver moment the bike is let go and you float on nothing but the seat, the handlebars, your body, and the wind.”
That Same Whirling Motion of the Thrower
In Ohio,
maple trees send their seeds
down on the half-wing of
a pale bird,
that same whirling motion
of the thrower, moving with a flutter
so dry, it crackles beautifully
like a dream remembered
for the first time in years.
A boy is twirling
near two spring maples. His arms
fling out, he is listening
to the whistle of an ancient sling
flinging stone or seed,
it doesn’t matter. Inside,
someone yells, What’s all
this clutter? Even as he moves,
honestly, he doesn’t know.
Inside of us, there is a
coiled spring that compresses and
is released, and again that same
motion, until years later
he will walk down the street
winding a sweater in circles
above his head, whirling with
the turn and with the seeds
in Ohio, again and oh,
again.
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* Originally published in Four Quarters, Vol. XXVII, No.3, Spring 1979
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Caesura
At four in the morning the streets in Cleveland
break up and roll themselves away
only to be planted again by the front wheels
of cars rolling downtown at daybreak. No one
sees it, but I know it happens that way.
There are people I used to work with
who would call thoughts like that crazy. Maybe
they are. But I need to explain
the sex workers on Carnegie, the gun in every
other locker at the factory where my friend works,
the body face down in the lot where I saw it
first. I knew a black man, fifty and
strong as an ox, who tore down his painting
from our locker at Christmas. It was
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beautiful and someone made him take it down. He tore
it from the wall in pieces. Some answers
are hard to get: places don’t mean much anymore and
the smaller pains in a lifetime—
small because they weren’t yours or they happened
long ago— fade away. But I know
there is something wild beating in our hearts and
sometimes it gets out, you can almost hear it.
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* Nominated for The Pushcart Prize by Joyce Carol Oates and originally published in The Ohio Review, Fall 1986
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From The Palace of Reasons
The Children Who Got Up from the Heap of Corpses
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They got up, they got up, they got up, they rose, they rise, they half-bloom, death’s day flowers, they fell, they fell, they fell, they stumbled, they got up, they got up, they ran, they ran wildly, out of the moment almost, they shook, they shook, they shook in an abyss shaped inexactly like them, they ran, they ran, they ran, what time could make, they got up, they got up, they vaulted, they seized the smallest part of their death day, they asked, they wanted nothing but to be awake in the comfort of some stranger’s arms before they died.
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Pastora, Huddling in a Corner Under the Bed, Watched the Carnage
I am anywhere but here, but I am also here. The wood is dark, the fabric rough against my hand also clutching my head, planted in my hair. My ears are the enemy. They will not listen to the order to stop, if the world will not. They will only leak like a rotting boat and let in the seawater of my brothers’ screams. I am breathing dust I am breathing. My father is silent now and I wait in the cinema of my life, which is over.
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The Ice-Ax
Trotsky’s last minutes were struggle: the assassin beaten back in shock like pigeons scattering in the square, taken up by the wind of him. He loosened the weapon from Jacson’s hand, bit him as a wasp, and then bleeding like a waterfall refused to collapse on the floor in front of him. His guards roused, his wife running to him, he stood in the doorway and waited, arms limp at his sides like dead eels. The wonder of it all: Natalya holding his face in her hands, and he over and over again returning her kisses.
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Thus, I Could Enjoy the Full Benefits of Democracy Only as a Corpse
As a corpse I could repeat myself and no one cared. No one waited for me at a station, no visitors asked my address. I got lost in my country and found a way out. My street disappeared, my house was tortured and told everything. I left my shoes scattered like closet leaves. These are the full benefits of corpse-life: no address book, no clothes, no identifying numbers, any room in the basement.
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